my heart hurts. my sweet little cousin joey removed himself from the earthly pains he was feeling yesterday. what terrible news to get. how i wish i could be with my family in california holding them close. holding my sweet cousins who lost their brother. holding my uncle and aunt who lost their son. their baby. of course there is comfort that we will be able to be joined with our loved ones again after this life but in this moment it his hard to look past the pain and sadness.
i was awake a lot during the night. having nightmares and waking up crying. i couldn't help but lay awake thinking of how my aunt and uncle might be feeling. their poor sweet boy was bullied and made to feel he couldn't go on. he had so much life ahead of him.
it makes me want to cling to my family and never let go.
prayers for my family. i love you all.
till we meet again joey <3
That's a tough situation, especially for the family that is left behind. I'm sure there are a lot of mixed emotions going on. When I've had to deal with similar things, I thought this was appropriate- http://lds.org/study/topics/suicide?lang=eng
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. Definitely sending prayers your way. I hope the nightmares stop.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss Lindsay. I had a friend pass away in the same manner in January. So heartbreaking.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for you loss Lindsay.
ReplyDeletei'm so sorry lindsay... my heart and prayers are being sent to you and your family..
ReplyDeleteabsolutely heart wrenching, my heart goes out to you and your family!
ReplyDeletemy prayers go out to your family. i'm sorry about the news.
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